Well, im going to do something i've never did before or at least since a long time ago. I'll pray for us, i'll pray for everything just gets back to the right places. Please God help me, support me and the people i love and i'm in trouble with. Please God don't take away those persons who i really love with my whole life, please bless them, love them and be with them so i can be good, take care of them so they can take care of me. Please God make them forgive me for every single mistake i did and make me forgive them for all their faults. Dear God, please, i beg you to make me happy again...