I fucking miss you… I swear i’m dying inside probably more than you are. There are many things in my head… It is really affecting me too much that i’m starting to get dizzy, i’m an eater and i feel so sick right now. I feel so insecure and really bad, you don’t have an idea how much this is pushing me away, i’m breaking apart in million pieces. i’m feeling so wrong and confused that i though about leaving you…And that’s the sickest part, i’m going crazy, seriously, i’m losing my mind…I just don’t know how i feel or what am i gonna do… what’s happening