you know what?? im fucking done with this. IM FUCKING DONE, and i just realised of the fact that since my dad's gone im like this, so im done. Im done with everything and every single person, why?? because i fucking lost my best friend, i fucking lost the person who gets me very well, he knew me so well, he was absolutely awesome, he made me laugh, he understoods me, he was very kind and sweet. It was like magical the way he almost red my mind... he was everything and now its gone. But i just realised about something too, ive learned something, and i wont continue being such an stupid girl, ill be like him, cause he was so happy, ill be happy and most important, NOTHING WILL TAKE AWAY MY HAPINESS FROM ME, cause it is MINE and no one will hurt me, cause im starting to not to care about shitty things and stuff. Im going to be relax and someway a little bit careless, i need it. Its the only way